All this timeFearIt's an uncontrollable rageA fire that cannot be dousedIt's a shadow, you can't controlYou're lost in the darkSearching for an answerStumbling -Hoping, someone will save youThe darkness looms -like an overbearing motherTo cradle you,to your untimely endThere is no hope here,no saving youYou will be alone -Unless you admit what you have doneA monster underneath sheeps clothing,but who is there to listen to him?A man may have done wrong doing,but does that mean this is the endAre you alone in this-please sit downIt is timethat we have a talkI've been missing youall this time
HardHow hard is it to move onWhen you know it is not worth itNo matter what you doThose shadows will haunt youThey'll try to keep you hereBut what is it to them?You won't even remember them
SilenceYou make me feel worthless,and you don't even knowThe darkness that looms over my shoulder -you don't even knowI'm tying -but my lungs don't fill with airlike yours dolike theirs doThe silence is my friend-because you don't listen anyhowI'm not afraid of it,unlike all of youThe short end of the fire -the darkness that I feed off ofWhen I try to communicate,it doesn't clickIt won't matter anymore -I'm only crying empty tearsbecausethat's what they are to you
Ever? PoemEver felt in so much rage?Ever felt like what to talk but scared of judgement?Ever what see smile on your friends faces but they are ones put the smile on you?Ever had someone talk to you ?Ever what get know them form a friendship but to scared ?Ever what tell your friends how much they mean to you?
If I Stay...Hurt, pain, sadness, death... Love is not gentle; it is fierce.Confusion, shyness, strength, calm... With Love I can do anything.Once, twice, thrice, again... You gave me everything for Love.Can I bear it? Am I strong enough to do this?Timidity is my worst enemy; you changed everything for me.Because of you, I finally became all that I can be.It kills me to be apart from you, but I can do it.With you beside me, nothing will ever stop me.The tenderness you showed me made everything right.If I stay... Will you still be there?
Fear My ThoughtsFear My ThoughtsSo far away from anythingOpen your fucking eyesAnd watch me suffer with those lies fucking liesEveryday is getting worseEveryday is a battle to surviveI have social phobia and it's keeping me awayI feel the walls are closing in and will break me somedayLook what I've doneMy sober thoughts is taking me somewhere I don't belongI'll stop thinking and decided to start drinkingI'm drinking myself into a pain free oblivionI have lost all hope of directionTrying to find at least a purpose in lifeBut how long can you sit and wait, before it's too lateThe words is repeat it self and goes aroundSurrounded by these words that I can't put in placesIt all comes crashing downThere's nothing I can do to run away from these thoughtsThis time there's no place where I can hide from these thoughtsAnd I will never have the answerSince I never had a questionMy thought is taking overThis is my last callingThis is my cold endFear my thoughts
TrappedI can feel them,Reaching in,Dark tendrils grasping,Unleashing their poison,Into my heart,Into my soul,I can't get away,They won't let me go,Search and search,Until they take hold,Drag me down,Into the cold,Into the dark,Away from the light,I can't escape,No matter how I fight,I feel trapped,In this strange place,With this strange feeling,Giving chase,There's no where to run,No way out of this,I've been cornered,In this dark abyss,And I don't know what to do,Or how to get away,Because what I'm running from,Is already a part of me.<i>
Mine to Adore - PoemMine to AdoreI once saw a boy with beautiful eyesI knew I loved him, much to my surpriseHe looked my way and my heart skipped a beatI swear he was looking straight towards meBaby don't worryYes he's still in love with meBut I'm not around him anymoreThough he's still mine to adoreWe fell in love at this first glance we madeFor months we were happy that we stayedThen one day I left without warningTelling him that he'll never see me in the morningBaby don't worryYes I'm sure he's still in love with meThough I'm not around him anymoreHe'll always be the one I'll always adoreHe made my heart whole once moreAnd I'm sad I left him tornBut I hope he remembers that I'll always believeThat he was the one that was truly for me
A Recipe For SnowHoney, you’re so cold heartedThat they will not know when you are dead.A blanket of snow will be your comfort;A slab of ice your king size bed.When they cut open your ribcageThere will be no heart to see.Instead, a cube of solid waterIn the shape of a long lost memory.And all those who crowd around your tombWill have the smallest spark of delightBecause –they loved you, they really did!–But they’re still wounded from your frostbite.The world balanced on your cold shoulder,In a snowstorm, so surly lost.Perhaps, at last, when Hell freezes over,Your heart will finally defrost.
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